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- Mood:
mildly irritated
- Mood:
sad
Today was really great. Jeremy came and I only had one class, so I got to stay with him almost all day. :> I was kinda worried that he wouldn't come, because he felt bad about something that he'd said last night. We were talking on facebook and he said something sort of hurtful (unintentionally of course.) and he said that he didn't think he should come, because he didn't know how he was going to face me after what he'd said. But I pleaded with him and told him that it was okay, and he decided that he was going to come after all. I was really happy, because Fridays without Jeremy are kind of boring :< Amanda and I were hoping to see some drama today, because there was quite a bit of talk about some upcoming drama. But alas, we didn't get to see. Oh well. XD From what Kesha told us it wasn't anything that interesting anyway, so it looks like the Degrassi: PGCC Edition series, along with the Minnie-series is over. XD
( Moar )
- Mood:Sigh.
Also the bleeping in this song is really annoying. Uncensored version plz.
Matt showed me this song called Ice Cream Truck. It's so win omg. I downloaded the album it was on, by NHB. They're funny, and the songs are catchy.
I'm kinda looking forward to starting school, but I need new pants to wear. Because I only have two pairs that fit me. All the others are either too big or too small. I really don't want to buy new clothes when I'm planning to lose weight because they're just going to be too small.
....I can't think of anything else to write, the main point was the period dream cause that's pretty weird.
But...I don't look any smaller. I still have this heinous double chin and I still have a potbelly and jiggly cottage-cheese thighs. I hope I'm noticeable smaller by the time school starts. Not cause I wanna hear "Hay did you lose weight?" or anything like that. But just so I can be sure it's working and it's not wishful thinking. Cause I'm so tired of being the fat girl in whatever group of people I hang out in. I'm tired of being so disgusted by my body that it almost makes me cry. I'm tired of not being able to find anything in my size because I'm too fat. I'm tired of having zero confidence. And I'm tired of feeling like I have to put myself down to beat everyone else to the punch. I just want to get into those size 13 pants I wore in my junior year. I looked better, I felt better, and I was happier.
Aside from that scary-ass face she's making, it's a really good cosplay XD
When I found the image it had no text. So I added some. XD
That's all, just felt the need to share :'D
He needs to learn to stand up on his own two feet instead of lying curled up in his own misery. Hopefully I've given him the push he needs to do that. But perhaps I was too harsh (imagine that, amirite?) and perhaps my push hurt him more than it could help. I'm not going to post what was said because this isn't some silly drama like the one with Kitty. This is an event that has already made me a stronger person, and hopefully he'll find his footing in life and be able to stride forward, whether I'm joining him on that walk or not.
Matt, you're one of my closest friends, and I truly hope you remain as such.
I really REALLY hope my sunburn fades by Tuesday ;~; I'm not asking for it to be completely gone. I'll be fine if I'm still a bit pink. But I srsly need most of the redness to gtfo. Cause I have a date. And I don't want Jeremy seeing me looking like the tomato from Veggie Tales. Or Sebastian from The Little Mermaid. I haven't seen him since the trip to the zoo. I miss him so much, I'm constantly thinking about him. We IM all the time, but it's still not the same.
Also, Jeremy gets to go to Otakon :o I was happy for him when he told me :3 Otakon is the one con that doesn't bug me, cause it's not during the school year so I don't have to hear people constantly talk about it for two weeks before and two weeks after. Whenever a convention rolls around, it's all everyone talks about, and I'm the only one not included because I never get to go. So naturally I feel left out, and get really tired of everyone else's excitement. But I never really say anything, cause I don't wanna shit all over everyone else's excitement, cause how fucked up would that be? I'd be excited if I got to go too. So I just grin and bear it during con seasons. XD But on the bright side, when Jeremy does get to go, he brings me something back X3 Which is really sweet. I always tell him he really doesn't have to. But he does anyway.
And I'll stfu and stop rambling now 8D
- Location:My room
- Mood:mixed XD
- Music:tell yourself~
I'm SO FUCKING TIRED of dad's "HURR IMMA TEENAGER IMMA PLAY MY MUSICZ RLY LOUD NAO K?" bullshit. He has his computer and shit in the garage and GUESS WHO'S ROOM IS RIGHT NEXT DOOR? Yeah, mine. So not only can I hear his music perfectly clear in my room, but it's REALLY FUCKING LOUD. I can't even have peace and quiet in my own goddamn bedroom I fucking hate it here. At least at the old house I had a fucking door and he was stuck downstairs with his shitty noise. :/( Moar whining )
- Mood:
CAPTAIN DOUCHE, AWAYYYY!
( Pix )
( Pix and more stuff )
- Mood:
happy
- Mood: !!!
Also, we got rid of four of the 6 dogs today. We gave them away, to this guy who lives in Virginia and (ugh) hunts rabbits. I know that beagles were specifically bred for that, but I can't help be bothered by my baby being trained to do something I'm so opposed to. At least she'll be having a lot of fun, doing something she can enjoy. She loves to run and she's really fast, so I'm sure she'll do good. I dunno how Diamond will fare. Cause the person we gave them to is a guy, and Diamond doesn't like men very much. Louie should be okay, except he's very dog-aggressive. But I think once he adjusts to being part of a pack like that he'll get chastised enough by the other dogs so he'll stop being an asshole. Scooby Dee is really fuckin hyper, so she'll have plenty of energy to chase rabbits. I'm really gonna miss them, especially Domino. Cause I raised her. But, they're better off where they are now.
I really miss Jeremy, I haven't seen him since the move and even then we didn't get to hang out as much as I would have liked. I wanna go out somewhere with him to see a movie or something. But I'm avoiding asking mom and dad cause I'll get bitched at cause they're obsessing over getting everything unpacked. Which consists of mom actually doing shit while dad bitches about what isn't done. Mehsjaklf he can go eat a dick -o- All he does is bitch and yell, but never actually do anything.
That's all, I suppose. Nothing else has really happened since moving.
- Mood:
blah
And that was my day, basically. It was fun :3 Tomorrow I have to clean out my nightstand, the tops of my dressers, and under my bed as far as i can reach. >.>
- Location:My bedroom
- Mood: Plushies~
- Music:I Gotta Kick Start Now- Vamps
Since school ended, I've been cleaning out my room so it's easier to pack up. And think I pulled something in my back when I was dragging contractor bags to the curb x.x It happened on Friday, got a little better yesterday, and got worse today. Mom told me at around one-thirty that she'd get me some heat wrap thingies, but she's been too busy to actually do it. :/ She probably only said something because Gramma had come over, and Gramma will bitch at mom if she feels mom's not doing something she should. I love my mother, but when it comes to health issues, she's somewhat neglectful. When I was having my bladder problems, it took her a year to actually get me to the doctor. When the doctor prescribed me the OAB medicine, he told us to come back in six months. We haven't been back and it's been about a year. Just because she doesn't go to the doctor when she should doesn't mean the rest of us want to neglect our health :/ And I don't even have a doctor anymore because the last one I saw was a pediatrician and I don't know who's covered by our insurance so I can't exactly find one on my own.
On the bright side, I've made considerable progress in my room. My bookshelf is cleaned off and the books I want to donate to Seabrook Elementary and Thomas Johnson Middle are stacked in front of the shelves. The bottom part of my closet is cleaned out, all that's left is the top shelf. My desk has been cleaned out and I cleared off the chair that I pile everything on and put it all in my desk. So now I have to clean out my nightstand, my dressers, and get rid of some of my stuffed animals. I'm leaving that til the end because I don't want to do it :<
I'm looking forward to moving into the new house because it'll be a lot easier to see people because of the location. It's a little over a mile from New Carrollton Metro station. So mom won't have to drive more than ten minutes, even with traffic. XD
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- Location:My room
- Music:None
I got another hamster. This one's name is Caroline 8D
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